Today is the very last day of a week long detox diet. It was hard. I miss cheese. And I'm goin to eat some today ... But I did it! I stuck it out! And I'm extremely proud of myself!
Yesterday was very busy. I'm stressing out trying to help plan this party for the weekend and I spend most of the day buying stuff for the house. It was nice
to have my mind extremely busy, though in retrospect I don't know if I've been there for Tracie the way she wants me to. My mind is just very busy and as a result, I'm uptight. But this is what makes me happy and that's what she said to do.
I realized when I hang out with people that aren't trace, I just tall about myself and how I am and how I feel. I need to take time for myself to figure how I feel and channel my emotions and thoughts into a place. That's why this blog was supposed to be hut I hadn't kept up with. Me mental health is just as important as school though, if not more, so there's no more excuse for not making the time to bleed out a little.
I haven't even had the time to be nervous about these parties this weekend but maybe that's a good thing.
I need to go to the doctor and see about my skin if it doesn't clear up.
That's about it.
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